sleepy

im so tired today.... and it's only 8:45.. oh well... so anyways to summer ize wats been happening to me the last few days..i have been hanging out with shannon and leon mostly. we played video games one night and then went to starbucks another time. umm then on friday i went with my mom to the mall and got my ear pierced at clairs. apparently you arn't supposed to do it with a gun and they did but w/e... anyways, then i went to leon's for dinnner and we watched a movie called constantine which i've seen before. and i learned that leon doesn't eat meat, thats definatly on big difference between us. i loooove my meat! haha. then yesterday... oh yeah! shannon, and erin and leon were gunna cum over cept erin got sick so she couldn't cum but tessa came over. we all jumped on the trampoline and then me, shannon and leon played james bond and tessa played the sims 2. then tessa had to go and shannon followed shortly after. anothony came to pick leon up and me and leon played on the computer and anthony and my dad had races on need for speed. i have a feeling my dad got his butt kicked!lol. so then i got to bed around 1ish. this morning i went to church and sat with steph, kristin, and jenelle. then afterwards me, steph, leon and colton went out for lunch. then we headed back to my place and hung out for a bit. uggh im so tired i keep falling asleep...oh well.. so anyways, then colton left to hang out with this brendan kid and steph left to go to warman so me and leon had dinner and then i cleanedup and we threw a ball around with my dog and then anthony picked leon up. now im sleepy and also trying to watch this movie about world war 2. anywho....

lonely as ever

im soo lonely and bored.. my brother is going to calgary for a week or so, katelynn, steph, and erin are at camp and i don't get my kitty. apparently we are not ready for a cat. leon has my bunny now. i went over to see howw he was doing. he meaning the bunny.. haha. so me and shannon went over to leons and the bunny was under his bed so we had tolift off his mattresses to get the bunny out. then we put him in a smaller cage in the living room. i hope jack will be okay. he looked so scared!! i know leon will take really good care of him though. so yeah... anyways i need someone to call me!!

la la la...

im so bored again. i actually did something today.. haha. umm i woke up at 5:30 am this morning!! ugggghhh. im wayyyyy over tired. the reason for this unfortunate event is because all my family except for me, my brother, and mom and dad left our house 2 go back where they live, which is monument, colorado. yeah, so yesterday me and my cousins and nathan went shopping. i ended up buying a hedband from lululemon for some reason cause i don't even like head bands, oh well.. and i got some gallaz shoes from west 49, which are so cool. they are the slip on canvas shoes and they have an army pattern on them with tiny pink hearts, pretty sweet if u ask me and they were only 30 dollers. wat a bargain..lol. anyways, oh yeah we stopped in frakas for awhile. i love that store cept its sooo expensive. i saw this realllly cute white dress in there and i tried it on and i was like i'm buying this, except i looked on the price tag and it was 98 dollers!!! yikesss... yeah. so today i went to my brothers orthodontist appointment at 11:15. went to the university huskies store and bought some sweats, and then went to winners. didn't buy anything there. umm wat else? oh yeah, then i came home and did piano.. wow, i haven't practiced in awhile and i should be cause im doing my grade 9 exam in january. then i gave my bunny a bath cause im taking him over to leon's house cause hes gunna take care of him now.. which means i get bubbles today!! yay. so i get 2 sleep in the basement for awhile with her cause my mom thinks she'll get lonely and cum upstairs which my mom doesn't want. yuppers. oh if ur wondering who bubbles is she is steph's kitty. so tonight after dinner me and my mom, dad and nathan are going to petland to pick up some stuff for the kitty and the bunny and then going over to leon's to give him the bunny and pick up my fish finally! i miss my patrick!! lol yeah, i get pretty attached to my fishy. then leon's probably coming over to hang out for awhile or w/e. man nobodys here and my brothers going to visit his friend in AB tomorrow for a long time. oh well steph will be home soon... kinda... crap g2g my mom said i have chores to do.. yay...
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bored to death

yeah... im so bored. my family (2 aunts, 2 uncles, gramma and grandpa and 3 cusins) are here from the states. so far we have gone to the lake and then we came home yesterday. now everyone is here and its all crazy. its nice to have my family here though i guess. haven't done much today. i went to church today. i represented the owen household. katelynn, erin, rachel, sam, amy, steph and sara were at church so i wasn't alone. i find it hilarious that no guys were there. it made me sad tho.. oh well. then me and my cuzins chilled out at home for awhile, then my cusin christina drove us to vhq and tried to find a movie but forgot my dad's card so we went to frakas, which we found out was closed. so then our last resort: the doller store!!! yay!! haha. we bought a balloon for my brother so he could suck the helium and make funny sounds.. haha we also got gummy worms and mood rings. yummmmy! now we are home and my cusin christopher has just arrived with his girlfriend. hmm now wat to do wat to do? everyone is gone too... katelynn, steph, erin, ellen, shannon... the list goes on and on... oh well... i guess i could always hangout with leon cause shes bored too.. he took care of my fish while i was gone. he didn't kill it! yay!! haha. speaking of which i have topick ny fish up after supper. uggggh katelynn is gunna be gone for like 3 weeks...*tear* haha. better go...

back again..

i know i already posted for today but i decided to do it again. im just sad/jealous/mad/confused. okay first of all im sad and jealous because katelynn and erin and steph, my like bestest friends, are all going to camp.. and im not. and im gunna miss them so much cause i can't see them in like 2 weeks. and im mad cause my dad got really mad at me for talking on the phone too much which i guess i can understand.. i think. and im confused cause.. im always confused. so yeah.. im sooo bored!! hmmm wat else can i say about my life.. ummmmmmmm i dunno. well i cam say that its 10:52 and i have till 10:56 on the computer and i have to clean up dutch blitz.. oh thats wat i can talk about. dutch blitz! i looooove that game its insane and soo fun. me and katelynn and steph play full body contact dutch blitz hahaha... sooo fun. ummmm yeah thats about it.. well i guess i might as well check my email again since i only have 2 more minutes.. so yeah.. k bye

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im going!!

okay well i will be gone as of sunday... then i will be back the following sunday and i will be soo sad cause katelynn and steph and erin and ellen are all going to camp.... booohoooo.. my cuzins will be here tho so i guessi won'tbe alone but i will still miss u guys. yeah so that kinda sucks and then im here the whole rest of the summer with my new kitty!!! yay!! if u are wondering wat im talking about wellll.. i get to have stephs kitty named bubbles so if any of u wanna cum over and see it, when it getshre then yeah..shes sooo cute!! yeah, we will probably get her wen i get back on sunday or maybe on friday so steph can say goodbye to bubbles but yeahhh. well i just wanna say that i'll miss u all!!!! today me, katelynn, keith, leon, steph and kent went to see over the hedge.. it was soooo funny. i have to say that hammy the squirrel reminds me of keith or maybe even my brother.. oh speaking of which my brother and stephs brother came 2. yay..lol actuallyit wasn't that bad. i think... haha yeah anywaysssss... i better go for now. probably hanging with kent, leon and steph tomorrow.

breaking up...

okay.. today was umm very interesting. last nght i had "the talk" with my parents about leon. and i think they were a little more comfortable well maybe not i think they just understoof me better. so anyways. so i went tobed at 12:04 last night. yeah i know thats weird thatiknow the exact time.. its just something i do.. but yeah. k then this morning i woke up at 8 and read diary of an anorexic girl till 9:30. then i read my bible.. which i haven't done in awhile..but i came accross this thing where it said that u need to be in love with God first before a boy. and i just thought hmmm.... theni came accross soo many things about putting ur relationship with God first than a boy and i was like.. i know what i have to do.. i have to break up with leon. my mom came into my room and was like okay grace.. im gunna tell u my last opinion on ur relationship with leon.. so she made her point about that im too young and w/e. and i sat there sobbing.. she didn't know that tho.. then i guess she noticed i wasn't talking, so she was like are u okay and i just collapsed into her arms and she held me and just let me cry. and i exlpained what had happened while reading my bible so yeah, then she said well how are u gunna break up with him.. i was so scared i didn't say anything for awhile. finally my mom said that she would drove me over to lynn and tonys house this afternoon so i could talk to him. so i phoned steph and broke down and told her wat was up i was soo upset. and she said she would cum with me.. not like be there right beside me but cum into the house with me. so my plan wen i called leon was that i needed to talk to him and steph was bored so she was gunna cum..so then i phoned katleynn and she said she would sit in the car with my mom while i did.. well.. wat i needed to do . so then i called leon back cause he called earlier. so i prayed to God that i wouldn't start sobbing wen i called leon and that he would give me strength and to help me to know wat to say. so then i called him and i told him i was gunna cum over at 2. so then my mom picke up katelynn and then steph came over and we played dutch blitz.. but i was too paraniod to do anything. then it was 1:45 and we left.. nobody spoke in the car.. we just listned to the radio. i was praying the entire way there and i just felt this calmness, which lasted until i got into leon's house and noticed tyler was there too. me and steph sat down on the couch and leon was just going around the house and then he sat in a chair and i was like steph i need to talk to u, so i pulled her into the kitchen and i was like i dunno wat im gunna do and steph calmly said im gunna go get leon.. i was like fine. so shes like leon, grace wants to talk to u. so he came into the kitchen and he's like maybe we should go into the basement.i was like yeah.. so we sat on the couch facing eachother. and we were silent.. there was a nervous laugh.. i was like okay... wat am i gunna say first.. then leon said .. u know i know wat ur gunna say, u may as well just say it. so i told him wat happened and he said he was expecting this sooner and i was like ohh. so then he asked me questions like wat my parents thought and i said my dad doesn't know but my moms kinda relieved i gues.. and then he asked me if this was the end of the relationship and i said... well i don't know.. for now we need to be friends. but if God wants us to be together.. he will make it happen..just at the right time. so then i asked him if he was okay and he said yeah.. then he said that i better goif my moms here.. and i said okay.. then just as i was walking out of the baske ment he hugged me and said the if i need to talk or anything to just call and i said i will. soo yeah, that was my whole breaking up experience and yeah, there were tears and pain but im strong and i know that God can help me through this. i feel sooooo much better. i can be a kid again, i can be myself and yeahh.. so ne, steph and katie got ice cream and then came home and played dutch blitz for real and now im sitting here with steph and katie's reading a book of mine. but yeah.. all in all i feel good and im glad i did it. and i have God to thank for helping me be strong.

sick...

well lynnette.. u were right. i do have bronchitis! i don't feel any better even since i have taken the medication the doctor gave me.. actually its made me feel worse casue it gave me a stomach ache. oh well, hopefully me getting sick won't ruin my weekend. on saturday i'm leaving to candle lake with my family and we are meeting me aunt nikki and uncle chuck (my mom's brother) and their kids.. my only girl cusins!! and also my mom's parents. they all live in the states so i haven't seen them in a longgg time.. like 8 yrs! so i think i'll have a really fun time with them. haven't done much today.. ummm went to coop with my mom to pick up a few groceries and then to costco to pick up two rolls of film. then we went to dutch growers to have coffee with katelynn and her mom. hah.. it was kinda funny cause my mom and katelynn's mom sat on the complete opposite side of the cafe. i think they even talked more than us.. which is hard to do! lol.. yeah. so anyways, me and katelynn mostly talked about leon and keith.. and just stuff.. haha. yeah then we ordereda big cinomen bun and an italian soda..it was soooo good! after that i hadto go to my doctor's appointment, where i got diagnosed woth stupid bronchitis. and i like half lost my voice too so i sound really weird.. umm then i went home and watched tv for a bit, cleaned my room. umm talked to steph cause she got back from calgary and then leon called.. or maybe i called him? i forget..lol and oh yeah.. k this morning leon called.. ididn't answer the phone, my brother did. and i was just listning to the convo.. so yeah, anyways leons like can i talk to mrs. owen? i was like ohhhhh wow.. so i just hang up. and my mom talks to him for like 8 minutes and im kinda freaking out upstairs trying to busy myself with putting on a shirt..lol so then my mom gets off the phone and she's like guess who was on the phone and she said leon.. and i acted all surprised at this.. and she said that he called to apologize.. i was soo confused.. y would he apologize? so my mom said that before he asked me out he didn'tknow i wasn't allowed to date and then after he did of caourse heknew causei told him. and he felt badand yeah.. kinda hard 2 explain but yeahh.. so anyways umm so later that afternoon i called him or he called me and i was like sooo u called my mom.. lol and yeah.. hekinda explained wat my mom said..and hes like yeah,ur mom invited me for dinner.. i was like ohhh kay... ahh.. i mean i have no problem with that. but i was like weirded out kinda.. i dunno y but yeah, so i was like well u probably can't cum over for a bit cause i have bronchitis now and i wouldn't want u toget it.. so yeah, then we pretty much talked about wat we did that day (he spent the whole day with tyler at the arcade.. how fun..) and then my mom said i had 2 cum for dinner. yup...and then i had dinner.. and my stomach hurt and i feel like puking and its scary cause im all alone in my dark basement and its thundering and lightning outside.. lol.. actually im not scared at all.. haha. so tomorrow steph and herbrother are coming over and im finally gettingmy hair restreaked after like a year. so yeah, thats pretty much wats happened in the last 24 hours.

cRaZyNeSs

yeah.. this week has been um crazy. k like on wednesday, me and katelynn, leon and colton went to a movie.. the devil wears prada. it was really good..lol. yeah so anyways... we went into the theatre and found a place 2 sit. 3/4 way thru the movie colton'slike can we leave? me and katelynn want to sty but katelynn gives colton money to buy us popcorn. so he comes back with popcorn smothered in dill pickle seasoning salt.. ewwwwwwww..haha. so we watch the rest of the movie. after the movie we walk to the entrance of the mall and we walk over 2 family pizza because Colton works there and is hungry. so we walk over there and i call my mom and im like can u pick us up at family pizza.. shes like okay..w/e so me and katelynn and leon are standing outside family pizza while colton is getting his pizza. leon has his arm around me and after like ten minutes my dad cums.. andn he sees leon with him arm around.. i was like omg omg omg he is going to shoot me. so me and katelynn jump in the car and pretend like nuthings wrong. so we drop off katelynn at her house and my dad is silent the whole way home.. we go past my school, and hes like u know, it wasn't a surprise.. i knew u were lying the whole time. i just kept my head down..then we got home.. i ran out of the car and sat down at the bar on my kitchen. my moms like how was the movie.. i was like uhhh good. she imedialty realizes that somethings wrong.. she asks wat was wrong, im silent, she asks if something happened, i shook my head, she asks if its sumthing i did, i nodded, my head still down. then i start crying. she said tell me whats wrong.. i just cry and my dad says harshly why don't u tell her grace or do u want me to. i just sit there. and my dad said leon had his arm around grace and they have been dating! i was like this is the end. so yeah.. my mom just sits there and calmley says u need 2 go up 2 ur room. so i did and i just started sobbing. i say God! why did i do this!? i like leon soo much but y? i give up..i give up.. i give up! u take care of this mess lord.. i know that u can fix it. so then i sat in my fuzzy green chair and cried..then my mom said that she is going 2 the store with my dad and brother.. i was like okay.. Katelynn calls me and i explain what happened she just tells me its gunna be okay but she didn't know what to say.. i know.. i didn't know wat 2 say either.she said leon is really worried... then magically steph calls and she didn't know anything thats just happened so i tell her. then leon calls and i just spill the story to him to and he tells me that i can start everything in the relationship and that if i don't feel comfortable with anything then to tell him and yeah.. it was soo sweet and hes like grace i really care about u.. awwwwww....lol. so yeah. anyways..i feel a little better. then my parents cum home and then we have a "talk". yeah.. i won't go into detail about the talk but yeah..she mostly said she was dissapointed in me and stuff about my friends and yeahh.. so my grounding was that i couldn't see my youth friends for 1 month..ugggghh this sucks. like i love my other friends too but i love my youth friends a lot 2. so yeah, i went to bed and in the morning m mom and me talked more and i ssaid aren't u gunna ban me from seeing him and she said no, ur old enough to take care of wat your gunna do about this. yeahh. so ive been talking to everyone by phone right now.. well yesterday i got to go to shannons for a sleepover. and i got home this morning andwent straight to these peoples house 2 meet their kids to babysit. and i got home and my mom said leon called at like 10 last night and then sum guy named brett called u this morning.. i was like brett?? y would brett call me?? then i thought of last night wen tyler called me.. haha. so now im sitting at home.. nathan's at a riders game in regina today so im like spending the day by myself..yay. yeahh.. call me............
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<-----srry i just have to include this pic.. it reminds me of katelynn or steph...haha

call me....

im sooo bored...lol omg i had soo much fun on the weekend with steph, and katelynn and her family. we wakeboarded and tubed soo much. i also got um a nasty sunburn on my legs and face. haha funny pic of me and steph and katelynn in our california shorts. yeah..haha me and steph sang songs in our tent till like 4:00am on saturday ahahahha.. we were sooo tired and nature woke us up at 4:30 am on sunday..there were fireworks on canada day and we got ice cream. umm i won't go into detail and bore u to death but yeah, it will be a weekend i will never forget. well the best part was on the friday we got there. at around 7:30 the sun was setting and me and katelynn and steph decided to go down to the beach. we just walked along the sand and talked and it was sooo nice. yeah, then today islept in till 10 and then went toa movie with katelynn, her cuz (in grade7) derek and nikki (her sis) and her mom.. hah we saw r.v. it wasn't that bad actually.. oh sooo pumped for pirates of the carribean 2!!! cums out on friday. yay!! yeah, now im just extremly bored.. waiting for anyone to call me.. talked to shannon, steph, and katelynn already tho.. oh i forgot to call leon..well more or less waiting cause hes at work till 5.. maybe hes home?? i dunno.. hah just asked my mom if i could get msn back and she said ask again on the weekend. i reeeeeeelly want it back..oh well.. so bored....
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p.p.s. kent has a red mohawk.. lol