bored and cleaning

heyy guys! well i guess i have some spare time.. *gasp* whats that?!? grace has spare time?!? lol yes i actually do right now. grr u know what i find annoying though? ive been sleeping through my alarm every morning this week! its dumb, i have it on really loud and im usually a really light sleeper, maybe thats changing. oh well. soo not much is happening inmy life right now. Mexico is getting to be more of a reality for me than a thing in the future. i recently took a test to see what my spiritual gifts are. Apparently my best spiritual gift is serving. I guess that is true. i love helping out doing random jobs like setting up that bulletin board for youth. that was fun! i also like listning to people and giving my opinion. anyways, what were ur guys like? hmmm wat else? well schools going okay cept for my history mark but that will go wayyyy up after that project me and katie are gunna do. man im excited for that big time! but yeah. im really thinking of getting a job. its so hard to afford things like going out for coffee and stuff and doing things for leon withought being like ahhhh i dunno if i have enough moohlah for that! so i dunno im thinking of regis, or a clothing store or like DQ.. dunno... somewhere close cause obviously id need a ride. Oh,well most of u know this but leon might be getting a job at star bucks! yummmmmmy. that means white chocolate mochas for katie. lol maybe she doesn;t need any caffine. hahaha but yeah. well i better go do something like vaccuume cause i don't want spiders in my room.

change.. is good?

heyy guys, do u all like my new changes to my blog?? gimme sum feedback.. i thought brown was a nice change from the black i had before. love y'all!
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VaLeNtInE's DaY

well, how was everyones valentine's day? mine was pretty good. im not a huge believer in it though, its just a rip off... anyways. leon bought me one red rose and a nice card..even if it was the one that came free with the flowers. All we pretty much did was order fish and chips, yes leon actually ate fish! We watched the illusionist which was good except the ending was crappy and rushed and thats about it. So it wasn't all fancy with chocolate and fancy pasta, but it was much better than that. Well ive been pretty packed this week, even with no school. Ugg school, i don't wanna go. Its been a really nice break, oh well its not over yet. today im hanging out with erin then tomorrow im spending the entire day with stephie poo!!! amn im excited. and yeah, then saturday i have a few chores to do and i have a hair appointement..yay!! and then sunday well, i dunno.. something.. then monday im having pj day at my house...its gunna be me and my mom and baby, oh and leon too i guess..lol yeah we are cool we hang out with my mom and have a fat/pj day..lol anyways, i better go. luv y'all.

woot i blogged!!!

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well i actually have some spare time today to do some blogging! its so nice being bored and not being at school. plus having absolutely no homework helps too. last night i had a blast at drop in. Actually the whole day was really nice. I got up and went to sunday school bright and early at 10:15..lol and we talked about the barenaked ladies concert that mike went to the other night. He bought a memory stick that has the whole live concert on it. We listened to some of it then got into half of the bible study lesson. Oh well, it was fun. Then it was tome for church and i sat with steph all by ourselves in the 2nd row..lol aren't we so cool! then after the service me, anthony, lynn and leon went out for a super yummy lunch at chianti. i was soooo hungry. And after we shared peanut butter pie. it was soooo good!! (goot..lol steph) After that we went back to tony and lynns and leon and i did our bible study and played video games. at 5:30 i got to the church for drop in and me, erin, jeff and leon sorta set things up. i had soo much fun. and leon did the anything for a coke. it was disgusting. he put jello in a cup and put layers of whip cream and veggies in it. They had to suck the jello through a straw and the eat the veggies after. uggg it makes me cringe. Then after drop in leon and i gave my parents a break and babysat destiny for them. shes so cute but shes got the flu so shes kinda fussy. but yeah, so not any major plans for this week. Rock climbing, sams b-day, hanging out with erin and steph. umm not really much for valentines day.. unless leon plans something and surprises me..*hint hint* jk jk actually i think valentines day is more of a "hallmark holiday." they just want to u to buy stuff so they can make more money. but yeah... oh and im having so much fun writing in my prayer journal for mexico. oh yeah, stpeh have u been writing in yours? im supposed to ask..lol its really nice to just write down prayers cause i can actually concentrate. cause i dunno about u guys but sometimes when i pray i just start thinking about something else and its like grace pay attention!!! prayer journaling helps me soo much. well i better get back to the real world..lol i love you guys. i hope ur having fun katelynn!!! oh and something gross happened yesterday, my housen smells really nasty cause my mom was boiling bottle nipples for the baby to clean them and she burnt them.. it smells soooo gross like burnt rubber.

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some stuff..lol

Well I did eventually pick my courses out. Obviously, seeing as they were due today. Anyways, im going to be going into math A and B 30, Psychology 30, history 20, english 20, band 20, dance 20, physics, chemistry and bio 30. oh and choir too. So i have a pretty full schedule for next year but i love being busy as you all know. But yeah, im also pretty excited for break. Even though it doesn't seem that long since we just had a break but hey im not complaining! But so far all i have planned is, one day doing something with erin, and another with shannon, going skiing with steph, dancing, and shopping with my mom.. ha im going to buy a super cheezy valentines card for leon.. maybe one that sings. lol more embarassment=more fun!... for me anyways! hopefully ill just have a day to myself to just chill and watever. Let me know what days u are all gunna be around so we can hang out.

Oh and as u know i am going to mexico. i was pretty excited about that. And im sooo glad that all u guys are coming too cause i think that would've been really sad if only one of us or w/e were going. So i hope that everything goes okay for u guys the rest of this week. Oh and steph i hope your shoulder gets better! Love you all...

p.s. katie i hope ur having fun tanning ur butt off in hawaii cause we are freezing here back at home. we miss you! oh and we all love u, cept me..lol jk jk

p.s.s. i loooove step up and i think we should watch it steph the day we go skiing.

crushed dreams..

heyy guys, well this morning i woke up and decided to start picking my courses for grade 11. i knew my mom would have alot of input into what classes i would be taking. Anyways, i was having a nice conversation with my dad about what classes i was taking and then my mom comes down and asks mewhat i was doing. I told her and she looked at the sheet. she saw that i wanted to take bio 20, chemistry 20 and physics 20. She told me physics was hard and that why would i take all of the sciences. I just felt like she bursted my bubble, and that i wasn't good enough. I doubt that that was her intentions but it did make me feel that way. I guess after that i was a little bit snappy because of the way she made me feel. And now shes mad and im confused. She wants me to be a little girl still and she wants to pick my classes for me because she knows best but this is my life too. I need to make my own mistakes and figure out the hard way sometimes. Im not that little girl in the pretty pink party dress anymore.