Friday, August 15, 2008

tiredness...

im extremely tired right now because of a few reasons:
1. my brother has pneumonia so im looking after him
2. my mom has a high fever so im making sure she gets sleep
3. i had to watch the baby all afternoon till dinner
4. i had to take care of things around the house because my
dad had to drive my brother around to the doctor and work

i thought they were pretty good reasons...

on a different note, im very excited because Kent is coming tomorrow! just for the day. then he comes again on Wednesday for a few days then leaves for Israel on the 24th. well my summer has been going pretty well. i was talking to someone the other day, possibly my mom, and saying how during August im usually very happy about going back to school and excited. this summer i wish would not end. as thrilled as i am about grade 12, there are a lot of unknowns for me at this point and its a little scary. i would rather just sleep all i want, see my sister during the day, work full time and just chill with my friends whenever. but thats not going to happen so im beginning to prepare myself for the journey i have ahead. luckily, there are quite a few of us who are starting grade 12 so a feeling of loneliness is out of the question. although i do feel like im the only one who has huge decisions to make before school starts in regards to my future and what im doing with my life. but there is a solution. well, i guess its more of a way to a solution, and thats giving it to God. thats all i can do at this point is let God handle my future. and for once, i really dont mind Him handling this one. growing up is scary.