cant seem to focus...

im supposed to be doing math right now, and studying for a chem test... but i cant focus on anything.. im partly just really bored but also my mind is running a mile a minute...
im thinking about how much im gunna miss caitlin, katelynn and steph when they go to egypt... like i never really realized how much i love those three girls until they get taken away for 13 days... ahh.. well im sure ill find something to pass the time.. hopefully. ive been up till about 12:30 every night for a week. i dont know why... i just dont feel tired and its kinda of caught up with me. but when its like 10:30 ill be awake again. oh wellll... i guess i should start studying... <3

music

i never really realized how important music is to me. ive been at one of those not so close points with God and i haven't been to church for quite awhile. its not that i havent been feeling like going, its just that i have been extremely busy. anyways, so today i was on my way to worship and i was actually really pumped for the practice for some reason. usually its just part of my weekly routine. so i get to the church and help mike pick out some songs for our package for the pancake breakfast on Friday (which you should all come to!) and yeah then practice started and we had to start with the hardest song first. and we played through it a couple of times and by the end we rocked at it. it was so much fun. i was so happy by the end of the practice. it made me happy that my music was worshiping God. He gave me the talent of being able to play the piano and i can use that to bring glory to him. i think thats so awesome. Worship music is so powerful and for me, it helps me feel so much closer to God. and thats just what i needed.

regina

well ok.. i was on a blogging spree but i decided it had to stop somewhere.. haha i still blogged wayyyy more than any of u, but i guess that tells you how much of a life i have haha, soo im sitting in my hotel room in Regina (on a band trip), with my friend Dayle ahha and we are going to be so tired in the morning because it is now 1:30 in the morning and we have to get up by like 6 something.... well i had nothing better to do so i drank an energy drink not that long ago, which probably wasnt that smart...butt im not a very smart person...lol ahh well im having funn and im relaxed which never happens much anymore. listning to teardrops on my guitar, listning to dayle sing it lol while shes working on some sewing thinger ahaha... well so far regina has sucked to be honest, i hate only being able to eat fast food so i bought a HUGE bottle of water.. but so far all thats done for me is make me go pee like every 2 hours! why cant people be on msn at 1:30....lol well i guess theres school in the morning ahha. well i miss Destiny and im also very sorry that i haven't been going to church.... ive been soo busy its rediculous.. but i will be there next week. lol anyways i love you all! xoxoxoxoxox