...my friday night...

well last night i went to youth as usual. i was very excited because a professor from Briarcrest came in to talk to us about the bible and how to use it. also, the worship band was supposed to be playing a lottt of songs and we actually did a super good job! i couldnt believe how good we sounded. haha. anyways, at one point during the night, we went off in the church and we were given a few chapters out of the psalms to read. we havent really done much on our own lately at youth because we have been doing bible studies lead by a sponsor. but yeah so i went in the prayer room and read my bible, and put some worship music on my iPod. i realized how important it is for me to have quiet time. i dont do that very often. but yeah also, having someone from briarcrest talking about there experience there kinda made me think that i might want to go to bible college one day. im not saying for sure but its a possibility. i think it would be a really good experience and it sounds like a lot of fun. well. there are my random thoughts. haha hope u all had a good week and i shall see u all on Sunday!

one of those days

do u ever have one of those days where u feel like everything is wrong, but u cant think of what is wrong? like everything is stressing u out but ur not even that busy. like all u want to do is just sit in ur pjs and eat a bucket of ice cream? like u just want to listen to jack johnson? like u feel sorry for urself.. and then get mad for being selfish? like theres something in ur head that u cant get out and u just cant concentrate on anything? like nothing makes sense to u anymore?

well maybe u have never felt like this...

but for some reason i am today...

just one of those days i guess...