hi guys, i really wanted to update cause yeah i haven't had time to, or i guess made time. Well so far this week has been going well although its only monday! i have i pretty busy week, but its gunna be lots of fun. i just can't for youth.. again! i love it sooo much!! anyways, this weekend i hung out with leon on saturday cause it was our 5 months... and we went out to mcnally robinson and ate at prarie ink, the food was soooo good! then we made cookies and ate cookie dough and watched a dumb movie called shadow boxer. then leon went home. the next day, sunday!!! church was amazing, i loved the songs. then after church went home and had chili then shopping with leon and my mom. then drop in and worship man that was exhausting. as much as i love worhsip its exhausting. but i got to go cause the bells gunna ring. love you all!!!

psalm 119:169

May my cry come before you, O Lord;
give me understanding according to your word.
May my supplication come before you;
deliver me according to your promise.
may my lips overflow with praise,
for you teach me your decrees.
May my tongue sing of your word,
for all your commands are righteous.
May your hand be ready to help me,
for I have chosen your precepts.
I long for your salvation, O Lord,
and your law is my delight.
Let melive that I may praise you,
and may your laws sustain me.
I have strayed like a lost sheep.
Seek your servant,
for I have not forgotton your commands...

heyy everyone
im in english class right now, working on this song thingy. katelynn and i are doing a song called hero by superchick[k] but i got to go the bell rang

and the journey begins...

well a few days ago we got out first baby, no my mom did not have a baby, we became a foster family. the first baby we got was 6 months old and her name was brooklyn. we only had her overnight and then was returned to her mother. the same day my mom went to the hospital and picked up Destiny. she is the sweetest baby, she hardly ever cries and all she does is smile at you, she sleeps a lot and eats of course. shes soooo cute! anyways, enough about babies...
this weekend is my soccer tounie, had a game last night at 10:00! wow that was exhausting... umm welost kinda badly but shannon (the goalie) played realllllly well. oh yeah thursday was her birthday too!! still have to find her a present... oh well imadfe 100 dollers on friday with ellen playing at my dad's office christmas party. hmm.. i have to go tho cause i need to play piano.. again.. hopefully i'll see u all sunday

We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He

And together we sing
Everyone sing

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory

We stand and lift up our hands
For the joy of the Lord is our strength
We bow down and worship Him now
How great, how awesome is He

And together we sing
Everyone sing

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory

It's rising up all around
It's the anthem of the Lord's renown

Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
Holy is the Lord God Almighty
The earth is filled with His glory
The earth is filled with His glory

party at gracie's...lol

heyy guys, halloween night...yay... im having a blast. actually its not that bad.. haha steph and bryn, u guys are probably freezing outside right now. oh well, im having fun handing out candy and seeing all the little kids (and the big ones..lol) in their costumes. and you know, i really wanted to go out trick or treating but running outside in the cold with a costume on and a heavy bag of candy isn't as fun as it used to be. but yeahh... so pretty much done nothing tonight except for eat a (only ONE) chocolate bar, ummm read some more of Ender's game.. dumb english... and give myself a french manicure. but im am on my daddys laptop and he needs it so i will post later to tell you the rest of the details of my oh so fun halloween night..
love y'all...

at school

heyy guys, at school right now... so bored... we are writing an essay on locke and demonsethese or something or other.. g2g bell rang

confuzeld are u

heyy guys, i haveto apologize, i know u guys were really confused when i was taking a break.. and i guess so was i. but yeah, srry i kinda didn't tell u what was really going on. but to set things straight i am totally fine now, im emailing, blogging (well obviously) and talking to leon. so yeah and anyways... man it seems like there are so many people to pray for these days.. i guess i should be thankful that God gaveme so many friends, even though a lot of them are going through hard times right now. and don't get me wrong, i love praying for my friends, especially one i can't talk to everyday. but yeah, i dunno its kinda sad in a way, but i guess we all go through hard times in our lives, and im thankful that i have people like you guys looking out for me. but back to today i guess, well the day has hardly started.. its 8:11. today i have a soccer game at 8:30, sucks that katelynn can't come but i believe you have volleyball tonight? haha im cool, im listning to avril lavigne. k guys im so pumped for friday night. it would be totally awesome if you could tell me ASAP if you can come for a sleepover k? i guess i'll talk to u more about at school. mhmmm.. i got to go tho, cause my hairs wet. and i have to dry it..lol

break time!!

heyy guys, im guessing ur all wonder y i wasn't at drop in, y im not calling you, and y im not at school right now. Truth is, i need a break from life. I have been too caught up in everyone elses problems that i have had no time to sit and think about how my life is going and where its going and so forth, just those kinda things. Yesterday i pretty much just broke. I felt emotions that i never thought i could or would ever feel. I felt very alone, desperate, hopeless.. and other things that you probably wouldn't expect that i would feel. although its not just yesterday that ive been feeling like this..especially the loneliness... i have been on an emotional rollercoaster but anyways, so today im just taking a break, i actually slept, i m gunna do some homework and have the day to myself. and for the whole week, possibly more, im taking a break from Leon. no we are not breaking up, no im not mad and him and hes not mad at me. we need some time to ourselves, i have a lot of things in my life i need to deal with and i have a lot of changes too and the same for him. so im not talking to him at all, or seeing him. so one thing you guys could do for me would be to try not to talk about it or anything, because its a little hard for me right now. We didn't exactly choose a break but i realize that its probably for the best. but yeah, this week, don't be surprised if i stop emailing you alltogether, calling and such, i really just need a week to chill and get my thoughts together and to think about how im feeling about all this. lately people have been giving me their opinions about things, and i haven't had time to express my own. so thats pretty much what this week is all about. there are a few issues that i need to sort through but im much better even this morning and me and my parents are getting along a lot better, especially me and my mom. but i have to go and get started, the day is already half done.

he he...

hey everyone.. srry for not posting for like a bazillion years.. well i guess it wasn't that long... but yeah. Once again i'll blame it on my bussiness, and moodiness cause that gets me in trouble..lol yeah lately i haven't been myself.. a little edgy and my moods are just a big rollercoaster,one minute im angry and have the deepest hate in my heart (yes i know thats from Satan) and the next everythings perfect and im on top of the world. but, i guess thats growing up for u.. anyways, i had my first soccer game on tuesday! i was soo nervous, i didn't want to go. But my katelynn showed up and i was like, yeah im gunna play. and then i look up at katelynn when i sit on the bench after my first shift and there's leon! i was so happy to see him cause i didn't expect him to come. then aftermy 3rd shift i looked up again and there is keith shouting at me and waving..lol everyones like who is that?! and im like, that.. wel that is Keith..lol but yeah, it pumped me up so much to have my friends there. and i love playing soccer with shannon, she is such a good goalie. but yeah, we won the game 3 to 1. well this weekend is going to be interesting, so pumped for mission impossible tonight!!! its gunna be so cold but i'll just put on a million layers. so after school im going shopping to try to find black pants and a white shirt with ewwww a coller... i have to get some for band and choir. the only thing im excited about is that we get to wear red ties! i dunno y thats exciting but yeahh..lol Then im going to youth, and supposedly leons making me dinner tonight...lol and then after youth who knows wat. saturday i have soccer.. come watch if u can, i understand if u can't cause its sorat early. I play at the new soccer center at 12:00. But yeahhh..Then im going to see the grude 2!!! im am sooo pumped for that, ive been waiting to see it for ages it seems like. yeah leons taking me..lol and then church on sunday and drop in and the best part... WORSHIP!!!!! me and katelynn loove worship..lol yeahhhhhh...but like i said, srry that ive been soo busy and if any can hang out or like just wants to talk *cough* erin (who i haven't talked to in forever) give me a dingle..lol katelynn... i better go get ready for school. love y'all!!!
haha stephie, the pic is for u..lol

LuNcH @ dq!!

heyy peoples!! i was soo afraid last night that we wouldn't all be able to get together for lunch today.... and then after third, there was kent tapping me on the shoulder! lol it was so funny to see him at school, i was like its probably steph or something and then it was kent! but yeah.. anywayys so katleynn, steph, me, bryn, ben, shannon and kent all walked to DQ. we saw jeff driving erin and milly!!! i was soo surprised to see them. and me and katelynn ran up and gave erin a big hug. then we wer all in line and keith, rachel, jenelle and leon showed up. then we all ordered food... ohh yummmmmm french fries!! and chocolate chip cookie dough blizzard!!!! then ben, katelynn, steph, bryn and i all ran back to school and we weren't even late for fourth. although i had a sub for fourth and i have foods and its such a slack class.. yuck wemade omelettes today.. they were soo gross... i don't like omelettes unless my mom makes em..lol and yeah, the funnest part was throwing bubbles at eachother while we wre washing dishes... hah it was soo much fun!!! anyways, i better go. i can't wait for youth group!! yay youth!!! tslk to y'all later

bored

sorry to scare y'all about this "mystery" problem i have. its not that bad. can i just pray for me? anyways, ill be okay so don't worry about it at all. but yeah.. so now im bored and kinda sorta hungry so now im gunna go eat something.. k bye!!! love you guys sooooo much!!!

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yeahhh...
well something personal is bothering me right now guys..
i honestly can't and im not allowed to tell u about it but wat i can tell you is i need a hug...

finally updated

heyy everyone, srry its been so long. i have been busy, and i guess lazy too..lol. schools been going fairly well. i have been getting good marks, except for that map quiz on Europe that i failed cause i spelt sweden like sweeden..lol and sicily cicely.... yeah i suck at maps. anyways.. im starting soccer too with shannon very soon which im pumped about cause we don't see eachother much at school and soccer is gunna give us some time to chill with eachother. i love having steph and katelynn withme everyday and im not getting sick of them...yet..jk jk i could never get sick of u guys. hmm wat else? piano is going goot..lol steph.. umm yeah nothing more than that. my weekends have been hanging out with katelyyn and steph and leon mostly. and we tried to go hang out with colton the other day but yeah.. he forgot and was at some girls house who said she was his sister and yeah.. it was slightly weird cause we are like umm colton doesn't have a sister. but yeah.. darn i haveto go upstairs now but hopefully i can update some more and actually read the support4ever blogspot. ttyl

picture time

opps i forgot a picture!!!!

Katelynn, Steph and Gracie!!!!!

yay for us. we are having like the biggest partay ever right now, sweeeeet!! theres like 50 people at my house and we are just partying it up.. woot woot!! jk jk theres me, steph and katelynn sitting here downloading music. i dunno where leon and nathan went. they went outside to do something.. weird... lalalalalalallalalala....
hihihihihihihihihi<-------- steph
hmmm my socks have speed stripes on them... they make me go fast!!!!! <-----steph again

lllllllllllllaaaaaaaaalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalallaal
ya!!!! spice girls and aqua rules!!!!!!

yeah we are soo lame.. anyways, srry i haven;t updated in awhile. hmmm .. i dunno
the case of the missing diritos. actually i think its deritos or something like that. hey we made up a new drink. 7up and iced tea. yummm i think its sprite.. yeah sprite.
g2g ttyl

girlz dayy

today has been so much fun! i woke up at 8:45 this morning to find that the house was empty except for nathan watching tv, but he doesn't count..lol anyways, then i found a protien bar on the counter with my name on it, literally.. haha... so i went downstairs and ate my protien bar and watched another intense episode of cornation street..yay for me..lol then i had my shower, straightened my bangs, brushed my teeth, put on my makeup, got dressed and then made my brother come up and have his shower. my mom phoned me and told me that lynnette was coming to pick me and nathan up to bring us to church. i was like oh okay! then me and nathan waited on the couch and listned to music until lynnette came with my moms van...lol then when i got to church i carried around my neighbor, simone (she's like 3), then i found everyone sitting in church. everyone meaning erin, katelynn, keith, rachel, jeff and kevin. then i walked around and then leon and kent showed up and steph and i talked to them a bit.. but then church was starting so we had to sit down. i was in and out of the service with simone. then after church we all got hamburgers and hotdogs ohh and cake! yummmmm.. so anyways, then katelynn, steph, erin and i went over to katelynn's. and now we are just sititting here hanging out. ohh last night i went on a "hot" date.. according to lynette..lol but yeah, leon and i went to 2nd ave. grill and went to a movie. it was really nice. but yeah, today he's at my house doing homework and then i think he's doing something with nathan. but yeah im gunna go be part of the real world now.. yeah right...lol

back to the old grind..

hey everyone. sorry i haven't been updating for awhile. i've been so busy! but its been nice. i hate being bored and not being able to do anything. schools been going great so far. i love being at a brand new school, and being the oldest of course. wat else? well my classes this semester are gym.. yay, english (enriched), history/band (theres 14 kids in band.. its awesome..), foods, and math which is also enriched. yes i know im a little nerdy but hey, katelynn must be one too cause she's taking all the same classes as me, hey actually i think she might even be more nerdy cause she's taking online accounting..lol sorry katie, that was mean..but i still find it funny.. but yeah. oh speaking of funny... this morning in gym we were running outside on that artificial turf crap and i fell down and like scraped my stomach soo bad and it hurt, but all the guys in my gym class were right behind me..lol oh well i just stood up and laughed but then cried to katelynn and complained that it hurt.. lol mhmm.. well i have soccer to look forward to as well, i figured i need some time to excersize, i don't want to have my own fat club.. lol steph!! also piano is starting again, but im excited and im starting the tenor saxaphone, and playing flute and now possible picilo in band, yes im a band nerd and im proud of it..lol well anyways, tomorrow i get out at like 1 something but i have an src meeting and then i might go for ice cream with steph and her frind bryn which should be fun then on friday youth yay!!! im so excited!!! plus i get to play piano. hmmm, well its been nice but i have to go answer a bunch of emails and comment on blogspots..
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grrrrrr...

steph, katelynn and erin please call me asap!!! jeeze where are u guys????
luv yas

all nite long

wow, i've really sunken low in my boredum now. i'm doing an all nighter with nicky and nathan. well, this should be interesting seeing as its only 11 something and im pretty tired, or maybe just extremly bored.. yeah, thats probably it. i have no emails to answer, amanda is gone, nobody to call and nothing to do, and i actually don't feel like eating. oh well. hmm.. right now nathan and nicky are playing need for speed underground two and im listning to my december by linkin park, which is my all time favorite band.. yay linkin park..lol all i've done today so far is go to lynnette and anthony's to clean jacks cage, shop for more earring cleaner stuff at claires, try on a bunch of shirts and pants at bootlegger, umm eat, go on the computer, answer a bunch of emails...nothing special. grr my back is hurting cause of my dumb computer chair.




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that was random...
well, my life is not very interesting right now.. i think.. not to me at least..
well i guess school is something to look forward to.. starting at a new school should be exciting. not knowing anyone except for katelynn, steph and shannon should be interesting too... piano is just gunna keep taking up more and more of my time.. i mean i love playing the piano a lot, its just so time consuming.. i guess thats wat happens when u are getting ready for a grade 9 exam in january and your doing your grade 3 history... soo yeah, im just rambling on about nonsense..lol its kinda funny, to me.. hmm tomorrow is my mommy's birthday..yay!! i think we are going shopping and then going out for coffee and then my dads taking her out to dinner and i get to stay home with nick and nathan and eat pizza, then after dinner we get to have cake. yummmm... should be fun. ow, my elbow hurts.. haha, its kinda funny how i got this huge cut on my arm. amanda was using my brother's heelies and she gave me a hug from behind me and she started to fall and she brought me down with her.. haha, it looked so funny. anyways..oh no.. nathan and nicky are starting to go crazy.. joy...
i guess steph is gunna be gone for awhile.. aww.. im gunna miss u!!!
and katelynn is with erika in regina i think... and i get to see her on the retreat. im sooo excited for the retreat.
and shannon's home and we've been hanging out a bit this week.
and there always leon.. lol steph.. lee-hon..hahaahhahahahahahahhhah, k im okay..
anyways...he's at camp
but yeah, im gunna go steal the dog from my brother, im sure she's enjoying laying inside my brother's smelly sleeping bag....