Friday, July 20, 2007

Destiny

well Destiny is my little foster sister as most of you know. shes a sweetheart and is a big part of my life now. i've been thinking about her a lot and its funny how this little person can come into your life and you can bond with them and fall in love with them so easily. at first when she came into my life i wasn't sure about having a baby around, there would be no more late night driving for my parents and things were going to be a little more busy. but i have gotton used to it by now and it would feel weird for her not to be around. sure its a little annoying when shes screaming at the dog because she won't lick her hand at 5:00 am...
anyways, the reason im talking about her is because her court date is conming up. there is a 50% chance that the court may just give us another date because everyone might not be ready or they could get right into it and say that shes either going to stay with us or going to another family for adoption.
i never really thought of the possibility of Destiny ever leaving us but it has hit me hard the past few days that she might not be waking me up at 5:00 am every morning, sticking her sticky fingers through my hair...
even though we aren't blood related i can't help not loving her like my sister. i hope that she gets to stay with us but i don't want to be selfish. i know that God has her in his hands and that he will take care of her wherever she goes. can you guys please pray for Destiny and our family.
hope everyones haveing a good summer.
xoxoxoxoxox

3 comments:

steph said...

i'll be praying... love yas hunn

enji said...

awww, i didn't really realize that there was a chance of her not staying with you... i'll be praying too.

LJE said...

will pray...what's the exact date for the hearing?

i had to grin when i read about how you connected with her and can't imagine life without her, i TOTALLY know what you mean, i have gone through the same with Danica.